Tuesday, September 30, 2003
@ 09:57pm
| Entry no.353 | boredom
||   mood    bored   ||
||   music    "finding me" _ vertical horizon   ||

Blah, blah blah. I've got nothing. I feel nothing, and I'm not really thinking of anything, more importantly, I'm not thinking of anyone. Being in Jersey sucks, it kills my feelings for guys so quickly. But, since I'm starting to get Wednesdays off... I'm thinking I might start going home just for that day. I mean, heck, it's only one day in the middle of the week, but it's better than nothing. I'll bring it up with mummy dearest.

Speaking of which, I was dangerously close to quitting today. I just flipped out at her in the morning and told her if she wouldn't shut up already, that I was gone. Ha, she shut up. Stupid [bleep]. ((laughs)). For some strange reason, I got called emo before because I used [bleep] instead of cursing. Oh well, sometimes I don't feel like cursing and other times, I can put a truck driver to shame. I've got a potty mouth. ((smiles))

Dee and I might wind up going to the mall tomorrow, and I think we're getting our hair "did". She wants highlights... and me.. I just want a change. I might have it dyed back dark, because I like that look now. I don't know what I was thinking all those years where I wanted to be blonde, blonde, blonde. Heck, I still have old pics lying around somewhere of me being blonde. Ha, I was thinner than too, I think. ((sighs)) I'm such a roly-poly monkey. Ah, I don't think I looked too bad as a blonde. I had lots of people tell me I looked better as a blonde, but then the people who know me IRL, say black looks better.

( old pics... Summer 2002 )

Hm, I look different. Oh well. I gotta go now. <33 toodles.

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dwelling in the memory of:: September 30th, 2003
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